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May 16th, 2004
11:02 am - through someone else's eyes......
am i a shady person? someone who's known to use and take advantage of others. one of those people you don't want at your house cause your afraid something might turn up missing, and they're just completely two faced and fake.
i personally don't think i fit that description. yet i have a "friend" who i feel is trying to label me this way, and is making false accusations. and when i try to defend myself, he reacts like i'm trying to pick a fucking fight.
so....i'd like to ask you all this:
what did you think of me when we first met? what was your first impression?
how was i really?
have i changed since then? if so, what kind of changes, good or bad?
the only reason i ask, is because this "friend" is attacking me with this crap completely out of nowhere. i comment on a recent entry in his lj, agreeing with him, and he comes back at me accusing me of using one of his good friends. i'm not sure if maybe i worded my response wrong or what, but it seemed pretty damn friendly to me, and if it was taken otherwise, it certainly wasn't meant to be.
but anyways...i just want to know if i come off as that kind of person, and if i have been in the past. because there's no way he could be serious enough to threaten my well-being if he just started feeling this way, so i'm sure he's felt this way for a while, i want to see if anyone else feels the same. cause if the majority of you think i'm shady, then maybe i do have a problem, and i'll be willing to work on it.
and i'd really appreciate everyone's complete honesty on this, don't be afraid to post what you truly feel. i'm not going to hold a grudge or pull some "who my friends really are" bullshit. i don't want to make enemies, i just want to KEEP the friends i have left.
-dave
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/smile.gif) shocked
Current Music: the devil i tell you!!
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May 12th, 2004
06:17 pm - fuckin-a....
i can't believe that eddie lost his job before me? i didn't see that one coming at all. well, i guess i did kinda see it coming, seeing as how he got fired for the same reason i'm on my final.
so we're in a bit of a struggle right now, just trying to stay on top of things and whatnot. it's so fucking crazy. now both jordon and eddie are jobless! i'm the only one with a "steady" income! and on top of that, eddie's car needs a new water pump! so i'm also the only one with a working car! luckily i have two, so whichever one i'm not using at the time, eddie will have to drive, keeping our business open.
amd since i'm on the subject, here's a little reminder, CALL ME IF YOU NEED THAT!!! IF I CAN'T DO IT, I'LL ARRANGE FOR EDDIE TO DO IT!!! WE NEED ALL THE BUSINESS WE CAN GET!!! it's a rarity that we don't have any, and if for some reason we don't, and it isn't too late at nite, we'll try our hardest to get it for you. we need to build some clientelle, and the faster you all help us get back on track and on top, the faster you'll be getting better deals, whether its cheaper, or weighs more, it'll be worth your while. those who get it from us already know that we don't sell for more than its worth. and we ALWAYS have BOMB, so.....yeah, you get the point.
anyways, it's wednesday evening, and i've got only 2 hours left of work before two days off. unfortunately these last 2 hours....sigh....are with delores.... oh well, she's gotten a lot better. she pretty much leaves me alone now, unless i come to her, and she's actually begun to help me on issues when i need it, instead of telling me to figure it out like she used to. don't get me wrong, i still don't like her, but i can tolerate her now.
that's about all i got today, cause it's my break time, and i need a motha fuckin cigarette! Peace Homies!
oh...don't forget........we ALWAYS have BOMB!!! CALL!!!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/angry.gif) stressed
Current Music: music is the devil
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May 9th, 2004
12:45 pm - FUCK!
so..i'm on my final at work. which means if i'm late anymore, or if i call in at all, i'm basically up for termination. which fucking blows, cause i'm never going to be able to find another job with this kind of pay, especially for as little work as i'm required to do. fuck! fuck! fuck! i don't know why i have such a problem with punctuality, wait, yeah i do. i love to fucking sleep! speaking of which, i didn't get enough last night, so i'm feeling extra crappy right now. and my nose is all stuffed up and shit. i'm not have a good day so far. maybe grace will let me go home........
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/tired.gif) tired
Current Music: i don't listen to music
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May 8th, 2004
02:38 pm
mike just did the funniest thing i've ever seen. me and zach and anthony were laughing about something in our little office, and mike poked his head in and started laughing, and left right away without saying anything! it was fucking hilarious!!
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May 5th, 2004
06:37 pm - alrite!
Turns out that everything was just a misunderstanding, and the shindig is still going to be held at the famous Ortiz & Melter home. tryin ta keep it a little low profile, ya know, just chill an shit, not too much noise. it is a wednesday night you know? wait, it IS wednesday isn't it? thank fucking god i do not have to work tomorrow!! or the next day! and i'm getting paid! and i don't have to worry about or see that fucking bitch delores for almost a whole week! so life is looking pretty damn good right now. at least for the next few days. holy shit i almost forgot. i MIGHT get to see GWAR friday night with zach and maren and nate. i'm optimistic.....
Current Mood: optimistic
Current Music: none bitch
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04:10 pm - heeellllloooooo
doesn't anyone realize that today is CINCO DE fucking MAYO??!! yet another reason to party! i'm ready to get sloshed. unfortunately, the shindig planned to take place at reina and bryon's house tonite, i've heard has been cancelled. so the location of the party spot is not yet definite, but it will happen dammit, if it's the last thing i do....
reina and bryon, hope you guys feel better soon, real soon. you guys suck, all sick an shit. j/k!!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/shock.gif) anxious
Current Music: TWISTA............in my head
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May 3rd, 2004
06:38 pm - just for kicks
Post a memory of me in the comments. It can be anything you want. Then, of course, post this to your journal and see what people remember of you.
Current Mood: alrite
Current Music: sublime (in my head again)
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May 2nd, 2004
03:32 pm
by the way, how did you two who i knew from clover get my livejournal name anyway?
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/confused.gif) confused
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May 1st, 2004
07:01 pm - has a revelation
i understand what you meant now anonymous poster #2. sorry, i guess i wasn't really paying attention, i feel kinda stupid actually....at any rate, why are you so bitter? are you jealous?
Current Mood: so so
Current Music: new D12 ( again, in my head )
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01:49 pm
well, i really don't have anything to talk about at the moment. it's been a little while since i posted, and not much has really happened since. only thing new is that anonymous poster #2 decided to post again on my last entry. but i'm not sure what they're getting at. they seem bitter about something, but i'm not quite sure what, or how to respond because the comment makes almost no sense at all. if you could explain what you mean it would help out a lot.
anyways, just had two days off of work, that was nice. did just about nothing, nothing productive anyway, besides taking care of my side-job. (still got that by the way, give me a call if ya need it) other than that, i got lots of sleep, and it was good.
does anyone have change for a $5?
Current Mood: good
Current Music: only the voices in my head........
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April 25th, 2004
03:24 pm
just wanted to let you all know.
i got that.
you know what i mean.
Current Mood: optimistic
Current Music: : (
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April 21st, 2004
08:12 pm - 420 recap
party at reina and bryon's was fucking awesome!
the bucket for the keg had been left at eddies house. along with some other things, but the weed was already there and no one wanted to leave for anything. not even to get blunts. we called joe, who hadn't gotten there yet and told him to pick some up on the way. so i said, lets just put it in the bathtub, plug the drain, and put the ice in there. so there's a keg in the bathroom right now, and its barely tapped, so consider the next week a constant kegger.
i love fooseball. i had been undefeated on the table at the house since they got it. that's right, no one has been able to beat me. they've had it at least 2 months i think, but i could be wrong. anyway, last nite, after the first bong rip i took, (which was my first bud smoke of the day), i began a game with mitchy the pipe. at first things were looking good for him, i was trailing at about 2 or 3 points. but by the time he reached 5 i was warmed up, and had overtaken him to the point of me having only 1 point to go for the win. he held up and got us at 9 to 9..........so last night, the pipe took my championship from me. twas a good game. i congratulated him and was actually relieved. someone finally beat me. maybe people will start playing me again now. it sucks to never lose sometimes.
after that all i remember is smoke everywhere, bong load after bong load, followed by 4 blunts all at once. god damn! oh, yeah, there were 30 jack-in-the-box tacos as well, damn good!
at around 1 o clock, after smoking 4 blunts at once, and i was fucking high as hell, me and eddie roll over to this chick april's house to talk to this kid called spike, who owes us 40 bucks. now we've been trying to collect on this motherfucker for like the last 3 days. he promised he'd pay us back the same nite we let him borrow it, and he gave us his grandfathers credit card as collateral. this little motherfucker hasn't paid up, doesn't call us when he says he will, and is just all around fucking pissing me off. so he says he's gonna go get it right, and he'll come back. we're in aprils room, and it's real hot, and full of cigarette smoke, i'm higher than shit, higher than i've been in a really really long time. there's like 5 or 6 other people in this small ass room, and i wasn't having it. i went outside for some air. i decided to lay down in the bed of my pickup for a while, and next thing i knew, april's waking me up at 4 in the morning, and telling me to just go home cause eddie's passed out, and spike never came back. that little shit. oh well, it's real easy to pay at the pump with a credit card. and i have a 69 torino with a 20 gallon tank that would love to guzzle down some premium petrol. and my truck could use a full tank. and eddie's pinto would love a full tank of premium too. mite as well fill up all our gas cans while we're at it. shit, maybe a couple friends could get some even, but i'll have to think about that. way to fuck yourself kid.
p.s. i will someday, once again, be champion
p.p.s. i'm at work and i locked my fucking keys in my truck on my last smoke break! son of a bitch! boy do i feel like an idiot!
Current Mood: annoyed but cool
Current Music: aaaaaaarrrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!
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April 20th, 2004
08:24 pm - almost forgot
i am still wondering about you two anonymous posters that said you knew me from clover. i still wanna know who you are. one of you is supposed to tell me already!! i asked nicely right? email me if you don't want to deal with the internet nazi!
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07:58 pm - happy 420 y'all!
i wish! yeah, i'm stuck here at my work, with the fucking manager from hell, on my favorite holiday. so yeah, that sucks, just a little. oh well, i've got just under an hour left, and she hasn't bugged me yet, so things are looking good. that is, for the situation at work.
outside of work, i have absolutely no pot whatsoever! can you believe that? i always have pot, for the the last 3 years, i've always had pot, and there's only been a couple days between now and then where i didn't smoke. but today, nothing, me and reina went to eddie's on our lunch, and smoked an alrite resin bowl. but that's it. no buds. but.......
.............that's all fixin ta change. seeing as how there's a little, and i do mean little, 420 bash happenin over at reina and bryons tonite, i told her to talk to the people coming to see if everyone can throw in and we could get a fat sack of buds to just smoke. reina's looking forward to hopefully blunts all nite long. so my partner eddie's out gatherin cash and placing an order for a fat bud stash. we're looking at at least half o. most likely more. actually, now that i think about it, there will probly be a whole o! FUCK...YEAH!
ALRITE!!! 40 more minutes and i'm outta this hell hole, (which is made a hell only because of delores), and i'm getting fucking blitzed!
p.s. this was a last minute decision, but there should be a keg as well!! this is looking to be my best 420 so far!
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: ludacris (in my head)
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April 18th, 2004
03:48 pm - dammit zach
it seems like you've all given up on this, most likely on the account of a few select individuals. again, i'd just like to apologize.
but i am still very curious as to who you all are. you can send me an email if you want. you should be able to obtain my address the same why you found my livejournal. if not, reply here and i'll post it.
as for the rest of you, (zach, cam, and tristen was gettin a little harsh). i'd expect better behavior from a 2 your old. you all should be ashamed of yourselves. just kidding guys i still love you. just play nice okay. give the new peole a chance.
i hate delores!! that bitch had to come in today. it was bad enough already that i have to see her in the meeting tonite, but for like 4 hours beforehand now as well!
fuck! oh well. we seem to agree to disagree anyway. i don't talk to her, she doesn't talk to me, except when she thinks she can get me in trouble, but she can't and walks away feeling stupid. haha!
oh god someone help me
Current Mood: off the rocker
Current Music: oh....my....god.........none at all
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12:23 pm - from now on....
no more nasty comments towards the anonymous posters, unless i deem them unworthy and begin the nasty comments. but in this certain situation, keep them to a minimum please, as i would like to find out who these people are.
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April 17th, 2004
12:39 pm - okay...
so why don't any of you want me to know who you are? if it wouldn't make a difference that i knew who you were, than what's the problem with telling me? what are you afraid of?
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: must i say it?
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April 14th, 2004
07:19 pm - whatchyall think?
hey peoples, i have a small favor to ask, i'd like you all to go to my last entry on april 7th, and check out the comments. i'd like to know what you guys think of this situation . cause i am so fucking confused! do you think that all that is true? or is someone just fucking around with me? comment on THIS entry to tell me what you think. thanks everyone
Current Mood: indifferent
Current Music: ummm.......yeah...
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April 13th, 2004
08:03 pm - hey
so, it's been a little while since i last posted. i didn't work thursday through sunday, and eddies computer is a piece of shit, otherwise i would have posted earlier. and yesturday i just didn't get around to it.
anyway, i don't remember which night it was, but it was pretty crazy. me, jordon, eddie, and jen (most of you probly dont know her) took a little trip down to santa cruz. we didn't actually leave town til like 9 or some shit, i just know it was late. jen drank almost a whole bottle of wine on the way down. we went to a couple beaches. drank some beers. went downtown. drunkin jen tried to talk to the police, they weren't having it, so i told her its time to go, and we quickly left the area. then we went to another beach and yada yada yada.
the bummer and highlight of our night happened within about half an hour of each other on the way home. we stopped to get gas pretty much right after highway 17 ended. then we had just got back on the freeway, and eddie's asking me, "where are your cd's?" everyone looks around, they are not within the vehicle. then one of us remembered seeing the cd binder on the top of the car before we left the gas station. (that was the bummer by the way) so i get off the freeway, and go back to the gas station. asked the clerk, he saw nothing. retracing our path to the freeway, we're creeping at like 15 mph with everyone scanning the road for the binder, we make it to the onramp and continue scanning, and driving insanely slow. and my cd binder is something that would be hard to miss, it holds 256 cds, and is damn near full. by the time we actually got to the freeway, we hadn't seen it. so i gas it and get up to speed and we start scanning the shoulder. we thought we saw it, so i stopped and eddie got out and ran back to it, but it was just some fuckin bullshit freeway debris crap. so i take the next exit cause we are looking again no questions asked. we go the exact same way, all the way back to the gas station. only we stopped at the onramp and got out and looked around. but we didn't find it. so i'm driving down the onramp almost at the freeway, and holy shit! there they are, on the side of the road, just off the asphalt. not one cd and flown out! (there's the highlight) so eddie jumped out and got em, and we drove home.
p.s. i was fucking stoned the whole time
p.p.s. i'm only blah cause i'm at work and i fucking hate delores (you can read about it on zach's journal) otherwise i'm quite dandy :)
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Current Music: dude, what have i told you.....
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